

AddictionGot a taste, Crave whatever it was that I touched.Addiction
Falling deeper,
I want to smack against the bottom,
Stand up, and fall again... and again and again.
It's never enough, Need more. I want depression,
Passion,
To feel. Not coming fast enough. So passionate,
So alive,
Falling fast and then faster. Brilliance,
Flashes
Of pure thought,
Blinding light... More, more, more! More! I am in an autistic nirvana, Thrilled by pure pleasure. &n


Raw EmotionWhat is it that I’m feeling, I’m Horrified to know. Yes, I know that it will pass, but Meanwhile, Understanding of this deeper light is Somewhere beneath the surface, Taking control of my conscious thought.Raw Emotion
I’m
Always only feeling the passion that is
Living in rage deep Within me. But, Almost never, can I Yell it for my entire world to See.
Fighting the passion that is Engulfing me, demanding Energy that I don’t have. Living in
This reality, that won’t reveal its glory. Hiding from the &nb


GoodbyeIf I could hold you for one more moment, Maybe you wouldn’t slip away so quickly. If I could tell you I love you, just one more time, Maybe you could feel a little stronger.Goodbye
We didn’t know. It was the last moment we would spend together. We thought we’d see each other again, So we didn’t say goodbye,
But we were wrong, And you walked away, Leaving me in your light, wondering why I just let you go. Where are you? You said that you’d always be with me, But I can’t see you. I can’t feel you. I can only hear your echoes, Torturing me,
Wi


Inner Peace and HarmonyEach man and woman on this earth have created for themselves a set of life laws, laws that they will stand by in the face of adversity, laws that will further define them as a person, laws that they defend with every fiber of their soul. Each one of us has a different set of laws, yet these laws unify us as people. My step-father was extracting the lesson from a story in the Bible and said “What it comes down to is what you want. What is it that you, personally, are willing to fight for?” The question hit me hard and I spent much of the next few hours pondering my answer. The conclusion I came to nInner Peace and Harmony


The ActTired of the sadness Sick of all the lies Sitting all alone As tears swell in your eyesThe Act
Chance after chance Just keep on giving Trying to hide The life you're living
Acting so happy When really you're sad Seeming so patient Yet being so mad
Putting on a face For the people around While on the inside You're breaking down
You hope no one will notice They'll think your act is real But the longer you keep it in The worse you're going to feel
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One Child, Many QuestionsDaddy?One Child, Many Questions
Why is Mummy crying? Why do you keep shouting?
Was Mummy naughty? Did she do something bad?
She lays battered on the floor,
Her hair covering her face,
She whimpers,
She cannot take it anymore.
Mummy?
Why did Daddy hurt you? Did you make him mad?
Why are you still crying? Shall I call a doctor?
“No” she replies,
“Daddy will be cross,
Just please help me up”,
But she cannot stand, no matter how she tries.
Lady?
Where has Mummy gone? Why was Daddy in
Happy Winter
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